Oh, you pretty things...

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 20:50:51 GMT

even when you don't really care
....you still kinda do

and THAT more than kinda fucking sucks.

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 20:45:12 GMT

i am in desperate need of inspiration.

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 20:24:40 GMT

i don't like all this thunder and rain.

no, i love you. still? fo' shizzuh.

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 19:26:16 GMT

beck
beck
beck
beck

sweet.
hopefully i'll have the balls to ask him for a photo tonight.
or is that totally gay?

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 19:09:39 GMT

the delivery will be made in 4-7 business days.

and then the torture begins.

eek.

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 23:01:31 GMT

i think being this hungry sometimes is good for you.

your face reminds me of...

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 00:18:31 GMT

UNICORN

testicles.

and not in a good way either.

the way you love

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 08:08:12 GMT

i

hate

the

way

you

love...

::::

boston market...blechk!

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 23:43:51 GMT

he's ~s l o w l y~ driving me crazy.
it's getting difficult to breathe.sleep.laugh.eat.focus.remainchemicallybalanced

you have something of mine i never gave you permission to take this second time around.
you don't yet realize you have it but you do.

the first time i was the one who could've cared less.
this time...you're on guard and i'm the one wearing it on my sleeve.

i am:
unable to let you know.
incapable of being vulnerable.
a fucking retard.

my ipod isn't working either.
fuuuug.

Thu, 26 May 2005 20:32:54 GMT

Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get
only with what you are expecting to give

which is everything...

woah

Fri, 06 May 2005 20:24:18 GMT

it's been years and years.
i had forgotten how totally NOT awesome it is to sit in front of a computer with a massive hangover.

looooove the job.
it's so much fun.

have a great weekend everyone!

Mon, 02 May 2005 23:10:15 GMT

no second interview needed!
he just called!

I GOT THE JOB!!!YEAH BABY!
i'm like a grown up now.

i start tomorrow.
i don't even have to be in the office till 10am everyday!

...and when you asked me to stay i made some excuse...

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 05:58:01 GMT

"how can i ever say sorry for leading you on, i came into your life without asking and suddenly i was gone. i thought you and me...we were never meant to be..."

this doesn't have anything to do with anything...just a lovely song.

stay with meeeeeeeeeee!

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 20:55:26 GMT

i never told you...

even after all these years my love...
you still have the ability to ruin my fucking evening.

i would insert an "i hate you" here but...that would mean i give a shit and i don't.
oh but i do...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i just hate the fact that you have even the slightest influence over me.
ugh.
i dislike you very much.
there.

--> ok. glad to get that off my chest.

might be heading off to coachella if ed comes thru with those badges 'cause i ain't spending 2 whole days sweating my ass off.
i'd rather be in an air-conditioned tent sipping on a cocktail or be home sleeping!

****
gracie says i should make the first move and/or forget about it cause the ball is in my court.
especially after the way things ended the first time around.
i agree.
i just don't think i can muster up enough courage to make that move.
eek!

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 20:54:23 GMT

i thought it would be easy to win back your heart.

but

now that i think of it.

i don't really want it anymore.

sorry.

the saddest thing in the world is being in love with someone who used to be in love with you...

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 00:14:27 GMT

xoxo

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 06:15:55 GMT

LAYER TWO: On The Inside
- Your heritage: korean baby...hot like kimchee.
- The shoes you wore today: black j.crew flip flops
- Who you look like: my mommy
- Your weakness: chocolate and peanut butter. alcohol. stupid broke ass boys with no souls.
- Your fears: being alone. loosing my eyesight, fingers and toes...all those lovely things associated with diabetes.
- Your perfect pizza: LaMonica's in westwood village. pepperoni and tomatoes, easy on the cheese. yum.
- Goal you'd like to achieve: mmm...finishing most of what i've already started.

LAYER THREE: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
- Your most overused phrase on AIM: "right on"
- Your thoughts first waking up: oh shit what time is it?
- Your best physical feature: the back of my head
- Your bedtime: depends
- Your most missed memory: just being young and not having to deal with all the bullshit life has to offer now i suppose.

LAYER FIVE: Do You?
- Smoke: yes
- Cuss: yes
- Sing: yes
- Have a crush: mmmm....YES!
- Think you've been in love: NO
- Like high school: it was fun. not great, just ok.
- Want to get married: yes
- Believe in yourself: as in...do i exist? uh...sure
- Get motion sickness: sometimes
- Think you're attractive: my mom says i'm fat.
- Think you're a health freak: hell no but this is changing.
- Get along with your parents: yes
- Like thunderstorms: not when i'm driving or standing outside.
- Play an instrument: does the skin flute count?

LAYER SIX: In the past month...
- Drank alcohol: what do you think?
- Smoked: yes
- Done a drug: i cannot tell a lie.
- Eaten an entire box of Oreo's: i wish.
- Eaten sushi: of course
- Been on stage: yes
- Gone skating: no
- Gone skinny-dipping: in my bathtub but that doesn't count.
- Dyed your hair: yes
- Stolen anything: No.

LAYER EIGHT: Getting Older
- Age you hope to be married: i'm gonna say before i'm 40 or no before 35, no 33. whatever...
- Numbers and Names of Children: 3- chloe, ashton (after this awesome boy i met, not after that douchebag from that 70's show), Jarvis.
- Describe your dream wedding: let's not go there. but it takes place on the beach at the Laguna Nigel Ritz Carlton. yes i am gay and fuck you. =)
- How do you want to die: with an insulin syringe sticking out of my neck.
- What do you want to be when you grow up: like my mom but less crazy.
- What country would you most like to visit: japan and england to go shopping. Italy...

LAYER TEN: In The Numbers...
- Number of people I could trust with my life: i think 5 or 6. depending on how many drinks amy has had...
- Number of CDs that I own: don't go there
- Number of piercings: 2
- Number of tattoos: 0...this will change in april.
- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: 3
- Number of things in my past that I regret: too many to list. suffering from selective amnesia !

***what happened to layers 1,3,5,7 and 9?

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 20:47:17 GMT

i have no idea what this means? how do you battle nebraska?

but i'd love to be a medicated muffin...

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...to battle:

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You petition to join:

the Boston Bruins

Their response:

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rainy days...

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 22:24:16 GMT

is it strange not to want to leave your house?

where did all the time go????

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 05:41:23 GMT

the good ones go away and all the shitty ones stick around.

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 00:34:42 GMT

the end of my chemical romance.

TODAY!!!

i'm tired of feeling like roadkill everyday.

why on earth did i agree to work tonight?!

argh!

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 21:31:34 GMT

love 'em and leave 'em...

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 18:18:25 GMT

umm...i'm not sure what happened to thursday?!

i know i got home at noon from the night before but...i just woke up and realized it's friday! i've lost an entire day.

the human body can only take so much before it poops out

**did i mention it's fucking freezing in my room. can't wait to move!

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 02:22:09 GMT

why can't you just end the night when the bars close?

there's not enough aspirin or tums!!!

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 06:28:25 GMT

i think i overdid it after work last night. called in sick...going to stay home...watch movies and recover...

***** ***** *****
angelica- so how much do you love her? it is love? is it big love? or is it great love?

pete- like how...what do you mean?

angelica- well...love you get over in 2 months, big love 2 years...and great love...great love changes your life...

***** ***** *****

bring on the sappy movies!