urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalayousang Oh, you pretty things... Oh, you pretty things... 2005-12-13T13:27:00Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalayousang:75540 2005-10-18T20:50:51Z 2005-10-18T20:50:51Z even when you don't really care<br />....you still kinda do<br /><br /><br /><br />and THAT more than kinda fucking sucks. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalayousang:75016 2005-10-04T20:45:12Z 2005-10-04T20:45:12Z i am in desperate need of inspiration. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalayousang:74312 2005-09-20T20:24:40Z 2005-09-20T20:24:40Z i don't like all this thunder and rain. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalayousang:73962 2005-09-16T19:26:16Z 2005-09-16T19:26:16Z ELO's greatest hits beck <br />beck<br />beck<br />beck<br /><br />sweet.<br />hopefully i'll have the balls to ask him for a photo tonight.<br />or is that totally gay? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalayousang:73097 2005-09-12T19:09:39Z 2005-09-12T19:10:15Z maid in manhattan the delivery will be made in 4-7 business days.<br /><br />and then the torture begins.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />eek. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalayousang:72288 2005-09-06T23:01:31Z 2005-09-06T23:01:31Z i think being this hungry sometimes is good for you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalayousang:71023 2005-08-16T00:18:31Z 2005-08-16T00:18:31Z UNICORN<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />testicles.<br /><br /><br />and not in a good way either. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalayousang:69145 2005-07-11T08:08:12Z 2005-07-11T08:08:12Z sad songs for this sad fucker i <br /><br />hate<br /><br />the <br /><br />way<br /><br />you<br /><br />love...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />:::: urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalayousang:68847 2005-06-03T23:43:51Z 2005-06-03T23:43:51Z he's ~s l o w l y~ driving me crazy.<br />it's getting difficult to breathe.sleep.laugh.eat.focus.remainchemicallybalanced<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />you have something of mine i never gave you permission to take this second time around.<br />you don't yet realize you have it but you do.<br /><br />the first time i was the one who could've cared less.<br />this time...you're on guard and i'm the one wearing it on my sleeve.<br /><br />i am:<br />unable to let you know.<br />incapable of being vulnerable.<br />a fucking retard.<br /><br /><br /><br />my ipod isn't working either. <br />fuuuug. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalayousang:68391 2005-05-26T20:32:54Z 2005-05-26T20:32:54Z Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get <br />only with what you are expecting to give <br /><br />which is everything... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalayousang:67802 2005-05-06T20:24:18Z 2005-12-13T13:04:53Z it's been years and years.<br />i had forgotten how totally NOT awesome it is to sit in front of a computer with a massive hangover.<br /><br />looooove the job.<br />it's so much fun.<br /><br /><br /><br />have a great weekend everyone! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalayousang:67570 2005-05-02T23:10:15Z 2005-12-13T13:05:25Z no second interview needed!<br />he just called!<br /><br />I GOT THE JOB!!!YEAH BABY!<br />i'm like a grown up now.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i start tomorrow.<br />i don't even have to be in the office till 10am everyday! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalayousang:66286 2005-04-28T05:58:01Z 2005-12-13T13:10:33Z this is CINERAMA!!! "how can i ever say sorry for leading you on, i came into your life without asking and suddenly i was gone. i thought you and me...we were never meant to be..."<br /><br />this doesn't have anything to do with anything...just a lovely song. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalayousang:66044 2005-04-25T20:55:26Z 2005-04-25T20:55:26Z monade i never told you...<br /><br />even after all these years my love...<br />you still have the ability to ruin my fucking evening.<br /><br />i would insert an "i hate you" here but...that would mean i give a shit and i don't.<br />oh but i do...<br />ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.<br />i just hate the fact that you have even the slightest influence over me.<br />ugh.<br />i dislike you very much.<br />there.<br /><br />--&gt; ok. glad to get that off my chest.<br /><br /><br />might be heading off to coachella if ed comes thru with those badges 'cause i ain't spending 2 whole days sweating my ass off.<br />i'd rather be in an air-conditioned tent sipping on a cocktail or be home sleeping!<br /><br /><br /><br />****<br />gracie says i should make the first move and/or forget about it cause the ball is in my court.<br />especially after the way things ended the first time around.<br />i agree.<br />i just don't think i can muster up enough courage to make that move.<br />eek! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalayousang:64749 2005-04-01T20:54:23Z 2005-12-13T13:11:26Z i thought it would be easy to win back your heart.<br /><br />but <br /><br />now that i think of it. <br /><br />i don't really want it anymore.<br /><br /><br /><br />sorry. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalayousang:64338 2005-03-30T00:14:27Z 2005-12-13T13:12:37Z xoxo urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalayousang:62700 2005-02-17T06:15:55Z 2005-12-13T13:17:38Z LAYER TWO: On The Inside<br />- Your heritage: korean baby...hot like kimchee.<br />- The shoes you wore today: black j.crew flip flops<br />- Who you look like: my mommy<br />- Your weakness: chocolate and peanut butter. alcohol. stupid broke ass boys with no souls.<br />- Your fears: being alone. loosing my eyesight, fingers and toes...all those lovely things associated with diabetes.<br />- Your perfect pizza: LaMonica's in westwood village. pepperoni and tomatoes, easy on the cheese. yum.<br />- Goal you'd like to achieve: mmm...finishing most of what i've already started. <br /><br />LAYER THREE: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow<br />- Your most overused phrase on AIM: "right on"<br />- Your thoughts first waking up: oh shit what time is it? <br />- Your best physical feature: the back of my head<br />- Your bedtime: depends<br />- Your most missed memory: just being young and not having to deal with all the bullshit life has to offer now i suppose. <br /><br />LAYER FIVE: Do You?<br />- Smoke: yes<br />- Cuss: yes<br />- Sing: yes<br />- Have a crush: mmmm....YES!<br />- Think you've been in love: NO<br />- Like high school: it was fun. not great, just ok.<br />- Want to get married: yes<br />- Believe in yourself: as in...do i exist? uh...sure<br />- Get motion sickness: sometimes<br />- Think you're attractive: my mom says i'm fat. <br />- Think you're a health freak: hell no but this is changing.<br />- Get along with your parents: yes<br />- Like thunderstorms: not when i'm driving or standing outside.<br />- Play an instrument: does the skin flute count? <br /><br />LAYER SIX: In the past month...<br />- Drank alcohol: what do you think?<br />- Smoked: yes<br />- Done a drug: i cannot tell a lie. <br />- Eaten an entire box of Oreo's: i wish.<br />- Eaten sushi: of course<br />- Been on stage: yes<br />- Gone skating: no<br />- Gone skinny-dipping: in my bathtub but that doesn't count.<br />- Dyed your hair: yes<br />- Stolen anything: No.<br /><br />LAYER EIGHT: Getting Older<br />- Age you hope to be married: i'm gonna say before i'm 40 or no before 35, no 33. whatever...<br />- Numbers and Names of Children: 3- chloe, ashton (after this awesome boy i met, not after that douchebag from that 70's show), Jarvis. <br />- Describe your dream wedding: let's not go there. but it takes place on the beach at the Laguna Nigel Ritz Carlton. yes i am gay and fuck you. =)<br />- How do you want to die: with an insulin syringe sticking out of my neck. <br />- What do you want to be when you grow up: like my mom but less crazy.<br />- What country would you most like to visit: japan and england to go shopping. Italy...<br /><br />LAYER TEN: In The Numbers...<br />- Number of people I could trust with my life: i think 5 or 6. depending on how many drinks amy has had...<br />- Number of CDs that I own: don't go there <br />- Number of piercings: 2<br />- Number of tattoos: 0...this will change in april. <br />- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: 3<br />- Number of things in my past that I regret: too many to list. suffering from selective amnesia !<br /><br />***what happened to layers 1,3,5,7 and 9? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalayousang:61534 2005-01-26T20:47:17Z 2005-01-26T20:47:17Z i have no idea what this means? how do you battle nebraska?<br /><br />but i'd love to be a medicated muffin...<br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><form name="quizform" target="_new" action="http://www.kwiz.biz/showquiz.php?quizid=28245" method="post"><br /><table border="1" bordercolor="#000000" bgcolor="#90BED5" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2"> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center" bgcolor="083360"><a href="http://www.kwiz.biz/showquiz.php?quizid=28245" target="_new" style="text-decoration: none;"><font style="color : #ffffff; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;" color="#ffffff"><b>Your Silver-Age Superhero Career</b></a></font></td></tr> <tr><td><font style="color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">LJ Username </td><td bgcolor="#D8F3F3"><input type="text" name="in0" size="32" maxlength="64" value="lalalayousang"></td></tr><tr><td><font style="color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Your alias first-name is: </td><td bgcolor="#D8F3F3"><select name="in1" size="1"><option value="Astro">Astro</option><option value="Atomic">Atomic</option><option value="Bitter">Bitter</option><option value="Black">Black</option><option value="Blue">Blue</option><option value="Coffee">Coffee</option><option value="Danger">Danger</option><option value="Dark">Dark</option><option value="Death">Death</option><option value="Doom">Doom</option><option value="Funky">Funky</option><option value="Green">Green</option><option value="Happy">Happy</option><option value="Harmless">Harmless</option><option value="Hyper">Hyper</option><option value="Lemon">Lemon</option><option value="Lethargic">Lethargic</option><option value="Liberal">Liberal</option><option value="Lightning">Lightning</option><option value="Medicated" selected="selected">Medicated</option><option value="Mega">Mega</option><option value="Obsessive">Obsessive</option><option value="Paranoid">Paranoid</option><option value="Plastic">Plastic</option><option value="Quantum">Quantum</option><option value="Red">Red</option><option value="Shadow">Shadow</option><option value="Silver">Silver</option><option value="Sleepy">Sleepy</option><option value="Star">Star</option><option value="Sunshine">Sunshine</option><option value="Super">Super</option><option value="Taco">Taco</option><option value="The">The</option><option value="Ultra">Ultra</option><option value="Wonder">Wonder</option></select></td></tr><tr><td><font style="color : #000000; 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font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>You team up with...</b> </td><td bgcolor="#D8F3F3"><font style="color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>le_femme01</b></font></td></tr><tr><td><font style="color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>...to battle:</b> </td><td bgcolor="#D8F3F3"><font style="color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Nebraska</b></font></td></tr><tr><td><font style="color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>You petition to join:</b> </td><td bgcolor="#D8F3F3"><font style="color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>the Boston Bruins</b></font></td></tr><tr><td><font style="color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Their response:</b> </td><td bgcolor="#D8F3F3"><font style="color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>they agree, but you thought all the hugging and groping was a bit much</b></font></td></tr><tr><td><font style="color : #000000; 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