Tuesday, October 18th, 2005
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1:45 pm
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even when you don't really care
....you still kinda do
and THAT more than kinda fucking sucks.
current mood:  confused
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Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
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1:42 pm
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Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
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1:24 pm
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Friday, September 16th, 2005
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12:23 pm - no, i love you. still? fo' shizzuh.
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beck
beck
beck
beck
sweet.
hopefully i'll have the balls to ask him for a photo tonight.
or is that totally gay?
current mood:  excited
current music: ELO's greatest hits
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Monday, September 12th, 2005
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12:05 pm
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the delivery will be made in 4-7 business days.
and then the torture begins.
eek.
current mood:  cheerful
current music: maid in manhattan
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Tuesday, September 6th, 2005
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4:01 pm
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Monday, August 15th, 2005
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5:02 pm - your face reminds me of...
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Monday, July 11th, 2005
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12:25 am - the way you love
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i
hate
the
way
you
love...
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current mood:  crushed
current music: sad songs for this sad fucker
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Friday, June 3rd, 2005
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3:56 pm - boston market...blechk!
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he's ~s l o w l y~ driving me crazy.
it's getting difficult to breathe.sleep.laugh.eat.focus.remainchemicallybalanced
you have something of mine i never gave you permission to take this second time around.
you don't yet realize you have it but you do.
the first time i was the one who could've cared less.
this time...you're on guard and i'm the one wearing it on my sleeve.
i am:
unable to let you know.
incapable of being vulnerable.
a fucking retard.
my ipod isn't working either.
fuuuug.
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Thursday, May 26th, 2005
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1:23 pm
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Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get
only with what you are expecting to give
which is everything...
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Friday, May 6th, 2005
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1:17 pm - woah
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it's been years and years.
i had forgotten how totally NOT awesome it is to sit in front of a computer with a massive hangover.
looooove the job.
it's so much fun.
have a great weekend everyone!
current mood:  groggy
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Monday, May 2nd, 2005
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4:06 pm
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no second interview needed!
he just called!
I GOT THE JOB!!!YEAH BABY!
i'm like a grown up now.
i start tomorrow.
i don't even have to be in the office till 10am everyday!
current mood:  ecstatic
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Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
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10:39 pm - ...and when you asked me to stay i made some excuse...
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"how can i ever say sorry for leading you on, i came into your life without asking and suddenly i was gone. i thought you and me...we were never meant to be..."
this doesn't have anything to do with anything...just a lovely song.
current mood:  energetic
current music: this is CINERAMA!!!
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Monday, April 25th, 2005
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1:46 pm - stay with meeeeeeeeeee!
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i never told you...
even after all these years my love...
you still have the ability to ruin my fucking evening.
i would insert an "i hate you" here but...that would mean i give a shit and i don't.
oh but i do...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i just hate the fact that you have even the slightest influence over me.
ugh.
i dislike you very much.
there.
--> ok. glad to get that off my chest.
might be heading off to coachella if ed comes thru with those badges 'cause i ain't spending 2 whole days sweating my ass off.
i'd rather be in an air-conditioned tent sipping on a cocktail or be home sleeping!
****
gracie says i should make the first move and/or forget about it cause the ball is in my court.
especially after the way things ended the first time around.
i agree.
i just don't think i can muster up enough courage to make that move.
eek!
current mood:  determined
current music: monade
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Friday, April 1st, 2005
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12:52 pm
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i thought it would be easy to win back your heart.
but
now that i think of it.
i don't really want it anymore.
sorry.
current mood:  listless
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Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
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3:21 pm - the saddest thing in the world is being in love with someone who used to be in love with you...
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Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
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9:56 pm
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LAYER TWO: On The Inside
- Your heritage: korean baby...hot like kimchee.
- The shoes you wore today: black j.crew flip flops
- Who you look like: my mommy
- Your weakness: chocolate and peanut butter. alcohol. stupid broke ass boys with no souls.
- Your fears: being alone. loosing my eyesight, fingers and toes...all those lovely things associated with diabetes.
- Your perfect pizza: LaMonica's in westwood village. pepperoni and tomatoes, easy on the cheese. yum.
- Goal you'd like to achieve: mmm...finishing most of what i've already started.
LAYER THREE: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
- Your most overused phrase on AIM: "right on"
- Your thoughts first waking up: oh shit what time is it?
- Your best physical feature: the back of my head
- Your bedtime: depends
- Your most missed memory: just being young and not having to deal with all the bullshit life has to offer now i suppose.
LAYER FIVE: Do You?
- Smoke: yes
- Cuss: yes
- Sing: yes
- Have a crush: mmmm....YES!
- Think you've been in love: NO
- Like high school: it was fun. not great, just ok.
- Want to get married: yes
- Believe in yourself: as in...do i exist? uh...sure
- Get motion sickness: sometimes
- Think you're attractive: my mom says i'm fat.
- Think you're a health freak: hell no but this is changing.
- Get along with your parents: yes
- Like thunderstorms: not when i'm driving or standing outside.
- Play an instrument: does the skin flute count?
LAYER SIX: In the past month...
- Drank alcohol: what do you think?
- Smoked: yes
- Done a drug: i cannot tell a lie.
- Eaten an entire box of Oreo's: i wish.
- Eaten sushi: of course
- Been on stage: yes
- Gone skating: no
- Gone skinny-dipping: in my bathtub but that doesn't count.
- Dyed your hair: yes
- Stolen anything: No.
LAYER EIGHT: Getting Older
- Age you hope to be married: i'm gonna say before i'm 40 or no before 35, no 33. whatever...
- Numbers and Names of Children: 3- chloe, ashton (after this awesome boy i met, not after that douchebag from that 70's show), Jarvis.
- Describe your dream wedding: let's not go there. but it takes place on the beach at the Laguna Nigel Ritz Carlton. yes i am gay and fuck you. =)
- How do you want to die: with an insulin syringe sticking out of my neck.
- What do you want to be when you grow up: like my mom but less crazy.
- What country would you most like to visit: japan and england to go shopping. Italy...
LAYER TEN: In The Numbers...
- Number of people I could trust with my life: i think 5 or 6. depending on how many drinks amy has had...
- Number of CDs that I own: don't go there
- Number of piercings: 2
- Number of tattoos: 0...this will change in april.
- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: 3
- Number of things in my past that I regret: too many to list. suffering from selective amnesia !
***what happened to layers 1,3,5,7 and 9?
current mood:  bored
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Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
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12:46 pm
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i have no idea what this means? how do you battle nebraska?
but i'd love to be a medicated muffin...
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Friday, January 7th, 2005
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2:11 pm - rainy days...
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Monday, December 27th, 2004
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9:28 pm - where did all the time go????
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the good ones go away and all the shitty ones stick around.
current mood: cheerful
current music: flock of seagulls, spaceage love song
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